My life has been comprised of a million distractions.
Distractions peel away at your soul.
No one Lives forever. Let it go.
I know you can, Let the hurt, the emptiness wash through you. Allow yourself to be content with the memories, and lessons. and let it Go.
You are not your distractions, when you let them go you find your real self. It is only then you see all the ways you compromised your truth.
The only way to find yourself is to remove all the distractions telling you who you are.
Be alone and embrace the let down of letting go.